Weights on Wait, waiting to weights, not wanting to wait...

Well as of now the only satisfaction with my weights is staring at them in awe of all I could be aspiring to be, now with head down low and feeling at a loss I have put the weights on wait.
why am I staring down? Groin pull, on light cardio and light duty. This is the most suckiest even of my Month. I was doing things I was going somewhere, I could have been a contender....
what was I striving to do to make myself feel so lousy now that I can't for while? I was really looking forward to getting to my home gym, blaring some Music and lifting like the I was the goddess of Testosterone myself.  Not really I don't plan to be buff I just planned more looking like a goddess. Well I guess I do the goddess of Flab yeah we will go with that one.
So putting the Wait on my weights, indeed is messing with my good ol get er done redneck karma. yes that right Vlue is from the southern charm areas, and throwing a hissy or three over this groin pull.
I am whining I know bless my heart someone has to feel for me right?
So what are my plans for my 3-4 months of easy going and easing back into it? I have to have a blan b-z don't I?
So I am having vitamins, eating will be cleaner and less outer :) happy day for Mr.Vlue he hates eating out a lot. His motto for going out is "Cheap, cheap"
I hate counting calories really I do and I do no better counting carbs and cutting out bread I lasted one day... Could not take it.
Congratulate me I am a Workout-Lifestyle change wannabe.